My beloved lady

To my beloved lady,

Hubby reached home liao lo. Today while walking home with Meng Kit we saw the University taxi waiting at the gym, so we call him to send us back for free. Hehe.. I scare to msg u once i reach home because i dun want to disturb u driving again. Scare later in round about again. I tried calling mama twice but somehow cannot. Is it because in the hospital no signal can reach her phone or is it because of my phone problem o? I also dunno hehe.. I wonder what my baby is doing now le? These few days sure very stressed and busy, bcoz need to help mama manage tuition centre while preparing for exam P. But you must not over-worry o, because that would not help o. You are a smart girl ya! Jia you and go all the way to success! First step to success is always to take care of health and relax o, that way u can think clearly no matter how hard a situation is. The mind must also be clear of negative emotions hehe.

Today hubby wake up at around 12pm, then go buu buu, bath and brush teeth. Then i eat one fried egg with bread for breakfast, before going to Uni to submit my letter of appeal to Dean of Faculty because the Lecturer in charge did not reply me. I walked to Uni with Meng Kit, and then he went to the cafe there. I reached the office and saw Andy. He quite cham, having failed his subject twice liao. So now he need to take permission to study the subject for the third time and postpone his graduation by one year. So he will stay here until i graduate Masters lo. I chatted with Andy while waiting for Kenny, and when Kenny arrive he say the lecturer in charge send him blank email. So we did not submit the appeal form, instead we see the lecturer, who then re-send both of us the email lo. The email there say what mistakes i get, and why i was not awarded any marks. After i read it, i think think awhile and realise that it is very hard to appeal for a mark increase. But Kenny very disturbed and emotional liao, say he die die wanna appeal...

And then i go and see Meng Kit again, and we both went to shopping centre to buy bread and eggs. I bought one sushi and one cream puff for lunch hehe. Now start to get hungry liao. Thomas, Weng Kern and Meng Kit cooking dinner now, while i type blog and read comic. Hehe.. Very naughty today, did not touch CFA. Hehe.. Ya, after buying food, we walk to Kenny house there to play pool. Pool is almost like snooker, but the table is smaller lo. We played 6 games, in which i won the last game, but lost all the earlier ones haha..

Hubby miss u a lot a lot. Baby must drink a lot of water o. Tomorrow must wake up early go cut hair liao. Haiyo, today i wanna cut liao, but thomas say tomorro, so so mafan. Gek sei. Hehe.. oops, baby dinner time liao. I go eat spaghetti first o. hehe..I love you baby..

Walle.

Goooooood afternoon...=P

Eva,

Good afternoon!! Hehe, i wonder what my baby is doing now? Are you still teaching or attending class o? Hubby woke up late again today, but i guess my baby already knows this. Hehe.. My baby understands hubby the most. Baby baby, hubby later will brush teeth, then cook lunch. After that, i might do a lot a lot of CFA. Hehe, because Thomas is also doing ma, so cannot lose to him o! When i think rationally, expensive le the test! And then start to feel fear and guilty liao. Hehe..Baby yesterday send email to UTAR about your testimonial. Faster get it done o. I need your details to apply for your Masters placement. I scared the placing close liao. I really want you to come here for studies o.

Now that i mention this, let hubby call UM first ya. These few days keep calling, but the Prof. always not answering my calls wan. Gek sei. Maybe the prof. curi tulang, lazy lazy la..Aiyoiyoi..Okla, i call first ya. Ok, back liao. Got some information already. Msg your mama already also. So, we wait til mama is free or u are free we can discuss lo. But one thing is for sure, PhD in UM is purely on research level, so no professional exemption. Oh my, mama call me liao.
Mama say baby reached home liao. Are you bathing o? Why did not call hubby o? Hubby sad sad liao..

Hubby really want you to come to Australia. Hehe..Mama say call me to ask you wo, and listen to your opinion on what u want lo. Whatever it is, i will support u all the way o! Haha, since i wake up so late, i also dunno want to eat lunch or not. Already 4pm liao my place. If now eat something later dinner time i sure cannot eat wan. So unhealthy my lifestyle nowadays. Too much sleep already. But thank God i start to recover from my cough already. So now actually i feel kinda healthy haha..

Baby i wait for your call o. Hope my msg here can reach you and you will call me. Hehe..i brush teeth first. Later wanna kiss you ma! Hehe.. I dreamt that i naughty naughty with baby again. Hehe..now still can remember what we did in my dream le. Very very jin gak wan. Hahaha...

Muax Muax loving you baby.

Thank you walle

Dear Walle,
I had received the calculator you sent to me. Thanks a lot my dear. Had been using it the whole afternoon after checking through children's homework... Oh my, they really took me a lot of time, wasting their time talking with their friends... Had been shouting just as a mad lady, throwing temper on them, but yet they are not afraid of me. What should I do then?

So envy that my brother is going to mid valley tomorrow. I wanted to go so much, but I had to work in the afternoon session. Today I threw burnt corn, since eunice said it didn't taste good. Luckily my mother didn't eat it, as I was so afraid that she may felt stomach upset after taking it.

Extremely tired right now. I had just completed the amendments on testimonials. Why am I so tired? I also dunno. But what only i know was... I really love you a lot. Can you love me forever?

Eva

I only love you Eva

To my dearest,

These few days hubby made you feel insecure, I am so sorry. If only a hug can tell u that i love you 10,000 times, 1,000,000 times, i would hug you forever. If only a kiss can tell u that i love you and only you, i would kiss you forever. Do u realize that i really really love you? I wanna marry you and spend my entire life with you, and i don't ever want you to regret staying together with me. Baby, i am sorry that i am so far away from you right now in Australia, that i am not by your side every moment. All i can say is, my heart has always been by you, for you, and my mind has you every single moment. I love you.

I recall my promise to you when we were still in high school. I once told you, that i would want to protect and zao sai baby. Only towards my baby that i would laugh and cry, for you are my everything. I really want you to not be so insecure and lose faith on hubby, because all i ever need, and all i ever have is you. Hehe, why are you so shy in the webcam o? You look fabulous! Hoho, ever since you posted your baby photos which is so chubby and cute, you think that i won't love you as much already o? Impossible! I want to know everything about you. When i was young, i was also as fat as that le. And then i grew and grew, and became skinnier and skinnier until eventually i became like a stick. Only lately, i started to grow fat. Baby don't worry o, next time with the nutritious soup that you boil for me everyday, i know i will be super fat liao. Become your teddy bear. Hehe..

Today i went to University to study CFA. Somehow i feel like, maybe for once i should not be so lazy, as i want a bright future with you, and i dun want your papa to look down on me. I guess this summer when i am back he will ask me a lot of questions already. Haha, bit bit stressed. Then tomorrow Thomas, Jerris, Kenny want to appeal their exam grades. I guess i will follow them to Uni early early morning kua. No harm trying to appeal for the paper that i have credit i guess. After all, my class tests almost got full marks le. Hehe..pakai hentam only, nothing to lose o. This time my grades although not perfect, but its really above my expectation le. But my friends this semester very cham, especially Thomas and Jerris. Both did not go find girl girl liao, nowadays working very very hard. I will do CFA again in Uni, and this time, i wanna study a lot a lot! Oh my, now only i realise i got a lot a lot of vitamin pills. One pink, one black, one white and one yellow. I got Vitamin C, Gingko, Multi-vitamin, and Vitamin B-12. Haha..

My baby must be sleeping every so gently right now. I hope you dream about me as frequent as i dream about you. Do you know ever since after exam i dream about you every single night? Sometimes its about us walking along the beach, sometimes its dancing in a hall full of ppl, sometimes its about choosing the right food for dinner in a restaurant, and sometimes strange things like you becoming a bird and flying away from me and i have to catch u, or u hiding behind doors in a wall. At times its us naughty naughty. Hehe..strange only once i dream about doggy-style le, most of the time its either you on top, or me on top. Basically, can see your face wan. hehe..I love you.

Baby, next time if you wake up in the middle of the night, i want you to call me, can? Nowadays i sleep very late, so i can accompany you o. I know you are tired because sometimes you have nightmares o. Share everything with hubby, can? You are my other half, and i need you to be happy. If you are sad, i am also sad wan o. Oh my baby, my eyes are dropping liao. so so tired. Going to dreamland soon. Night night baby.

I love you, Eva.

Strength to move on

Dear Eva,

Of course Walle will stay by your side forever o! I will be there to accompany you and giving you support and comfort. From your blog i can feel how much anger and disappointment that you have. I know you are tired, baby. I really know. Even though i cannot really say anything as i have not experienced what you have, but i know, i really know that it would break you as family, should be a place for comfort. Yet, every family has a bad side which is concealed, and good sides which strengthens oneself. Find that happiness, no matter how small it is. Mama, Yan Yan, popo, even though there are arguments sometimes, but i can sense that they really love you a lot. Sorry i know i should be by your side right now.

Baby, if you are tired, go to sleep early tonight ya? Study hard, be independent, successful, and have the strength to not only move on, but to be able to one day stand in front of him not in fear, but as someone with the ability to protect your mother. Baby, i need u to know that i love you.

I love you, Eva.

Fear.... sad

Dear Walle,
Because of yesterday incident, my body started to get tired.Seriously,
I really feel tired of this. At that moment, my body shivered, my mind was
blank. I felt that everything I would do would turn to no avail. I was
feared. I kneeled, pleased and tried what I could do at that moment. But seriously
he was angry. My brother, held his hp, keying the police station number, I stopped
him. Did I did wrongly? What happened if he really called the police. I knew
that I was the one supposed to do so, I did not want my brother will be hatred by him
forever. It would be fine if he hates me. Well, all the while, he love my brother a lot.
He was proud of my brother. My brother shined in everything, academically wise, and even
his attitudes towards him.But my mother burst in tears, I was really frustrated. I even
called my brother to find a dettol for me, just to killed myself in front of him. Will he
be guilty? I doubt so. But at least, there may be a 0.0001% of him regretting on such. But,
I couldnt find it. I saw him taking the long sword, threw that in front of my mother,
daring her to killed herself. At that moment, I shouted. He growled at me, daring me if I
said another single word, he would kill my mother in front of me. I felt useless. At that
moment, the feeling of helpless really terrible.

He held a bottle of XO, keep pouring into his mouth. My mother pleased him stop drinking. He
yelled, told him is non of her business. That moment, I knew that he wanted
to attract attention, the more you call him not to drink, the more he drank. Keep saying, it was
not our business. After finished one bottle, he shouted to me loudly, called me to take
another bottle for him. I even treathen me if I not going to obey him, he will take the
knife and pointed to my mother. At that moment, I knew that he would do anything, no
choice but to listen. At first I took a beer to him, he yelled. He called me to take
another XO. I took, the biggest and unopened bottle. Thinking in heart, you better finished
the whole thing and go drunk. He even get mad the moment he saw me took that, he asked me, "Do
you think I really don't finish it?" Straight away, he poured that into his mouth again.
I thought that in heart, go ahead, as long as you don't hurt mummy, I wouldn't care anything.

Kept on nagging and shouting, with his red face, but basically I was not listening. I knew that
as long as my brother was there, he would said much more gentle as usual. This wasn't the first
time having such argument. But this is the first time he was less shouting, because my brother was
at present. But, towards me, he bombarded lot of unpleasant words, even foul language. I was not affected
in his words, the only thing agigated me was, the moment he shouted and even split saliva towards my
mother. A fire rose from my heart, seriously, if he did that again, I wouldn't know what I would do.

Finally ended he was drunk. What after that was, my brother and I dragged him to the mattress. He was
really heavy. Afterall, he was still my dad. I was angry, and seriously I was sad, but he was still my dad.
Dear mama, if one day really I will marry, I will bring you along, bringing you around the world,
somewhere you will feel much more happier and I would give you a grandchild, letting you feel happy
and loved. Can you let wait for me to grow bigger? Walle, will you wait for me and bear with me?
Can you love me forever, not letting me go? I was alone, I was scare, please.... stay along with me.

Beloved Babe

To my beloved baby,

What time are u reaching home o? Hubby miss you a lot a lot. Sorry today i made you worry by not answering your phone. I was out buying grocery as today is my turn to cook again. I missed the bus, so i had to walk home before it starts to rain. I really did not hear my phone ring. I am sorry..

My beloved must drink lots of water ya. These few days you sure are severely dehydrated liao. Today hubby wake up slightly earlier at around 1pm. Haha, more accurately i was awaken by Thomas to help him clean the house toilet. So both of us scrub scrub the toilet, with me making sure the water won't go to the bedroom. My room is heavily carpeted o, so if it is wet, very hard to dry and maybe even have mold! After cleaning the toilet, i cooked lunch, studied a bit on forex, and then went out liao. I bought roast chicken, pak choy and some biscuits. Since everyone in the house is away on holiday, just left me, thomas and yuki for dinner today. Weng kern and his friend from Malaysia go to city for some sight seeing. Haha, now is his turn to bring his friend around. Last week was my turn.

Hubby now continue to read forex basics while awaiting you to reach home. Baby faster bath and read blog ya. Hope can make u feel a bit bit happier o. Then if no more sore throat liao, miss call bibi o. Wanna wanna hear your voice.

Love.

Goodnight Eva

Dear Baby Eva,

Please stop crying ya.. I love you a lot. Whatever happens in your family, no matter how sad it is, i want u to know that u still have me by your side. I want you to wake up every morning not clouded with sadness, but glad that you are still healthy and have friends and family members by your side. Do not be sadden by the family's weakness, but be happy of the strength of what your family can do o. I know you are a tough girl. Eva, i really love you too.

Hubby think of you everyday in Australia o! At times i might be a little busy, and sometimes lazy, but i only dream of you and wanting you. Today when i hear you cry over the phone i know that you needed me, and i was heartbroken to see u like that as well. How i wish i could be by your side at that very moment and hug u tight, just stroking your hair and wiping your tears away. Somehow i just want to kiss you and let you know that i love you. I'll hug you all night until you fall asleep in my arms. I'll be there to protect u and i want u to sleep, knowing that i am there by your side. Hehe..i think mama will kill me if she reads what i want to say next, but at that moment i just want to make sweet love to you. Hehe.. Over and over until you are so tired, so relaxed and feel so loved by me. I want to help you forget all your sadness.

Baby, today hubby did not do much of anything. I think because this week i am sick so i just sleep a lot. Hehe, it might also be an excuse o. But nowadays i wake up when the sky is starting to get dark. Even i think that it is a waste of time. Perhaps i should practice waking up early, but without you here, i am such a lazy boy without discipline. Hehe, maybe if you are here, i'll wake up early so I can give you a morning kiss. Nonetheless, today i did find time to go to the gym for badminton. I was lucky today, the gym cashier did not charge me any money. Normally it costs me $3 for a game but i guess the lady today is new to the system. Haha..

I don't think we can do PhD without doing Masters in Australia o. Doing a PhD is good, but i don't think our profession requires a PhD unless you want to be a lecturer in our field o. The 4 years that you spend studying and doing research can be done on other things. Unless you are doing a PhD in a relevant field such as economics and finance, maybe on a new theory on stock price movement or something the world has never seen before, i dun think that we should do PhD.

Nowadays i found out that there is such a thing as a worldwide SIM card, and if i ever go to London or anywhere else, i will order tat card online o. Then i can call u using Pennytel no matter which part of the world i am in. So baby don't worry that we won't be in contact o. This time i am determined to make it right!

Baby, goodnight liao o. I will see you in dreams. Hehe, nowadays every night i dream about you le. Serious wan. Every single night. Maybe i miss you too much liao. Hehe..Muax Muax..

Night night.

Feeling touched

Dear Walle,
Gosh! The moment I read on the blog you written to me just now, I was really touched on your writings. I love you! I almost want to say yes the moment you propose to me, but..... hehe... I still want to wait the day you propose to me seriously. Walle, I really love you.

The line here is kinda unstable, haiz... I miss you. I was kind sad just now talking over the phone, knowing that you rated my position just the same as your parents. But, it had been quite sometime, so I kinda use to it. What to do? I know that I am not good enough. Even though we had been together for 4 years, but I know that you are the type who love family for than me. What can I do so that you love me more? Am I really bad? Haha.. I know that I shouldn't jealous such matter, just that maybe I share everything to you, even though sadness or happiness. I just don't like to hide anything from you. I want you to know everything, sorry hubby, am I really bad? Sorry, I know I am.

Thank you for telling me, just honestly I didn't know that you said I am foolish at first instance. Haha. Many things happens between us, really a lot! But I know eventually all this had been over, but I am thinking will there a future between us? i really scare. I know that I really love you a lot, but are you serious to me? These few days I had been hearing complaints from mother and even Eunice about their partner, I started to feel unsecure. In fact these few days, we seldom talk to each other. Besides that, I don't know anything about you, whether there is another girl you fall in love or something else. Hubby, I really love you!

Just now my mother asked me whether are you taking for PHD? My mother hoped that I can straight away take PHD instead rather than master. Then I told her that taking PHD may take four years wo... then she as long as you are taking with me, then will be ok. Hehe. How do you feel after knowing that? Do you think that we can take Phd straight in Australia?

Just now knowing that you may leave to London, so another 1 week cannot hear your voice again. So sad. I recap that the moment you went to china, about one week, no message, no voice, no call and nothing. Really sad. What to do, after all, your family is still the most important to you!

Have to go for dinner ad. Love you

Eva

Recalling Part 1

To my beloved Eva,

My place is now 3am, and gosh, i have only one word to say: "Fuh....." Jerris was here and he stayed here since 9pm, talking non-stop. At first, chit-chatting over dinner is fun, as friends are there for company and socializing makes life not so lonely. But as time goes on, my head just start to spin and he never seemed to stop, a bit annoying i would say. Haha..Really non-stop like a radio. Fuh, thank God finally some peace and quiet. They say if u listen to loud voice for more than 8 hrs u will go deaf, thank God its only 6 hrs. Else, i think i would really become crazy.......

Today hubby go for research, but baby already know through talking over the phone to u o. 10min work to earn $15! If i can find a job which consistently pays such rates, how much would i earm per year? Let me count ya.. Means one hour $$90. Assuming i work 8 hrs per day, only RM560,000 per year after conversion le. Still cannot fight Bill Gates. Oh well...At least enough to cover your shopping spree! Or is it not enough? Hmm... Hehe..=P

Yesterday we talked about how i first met u, and the impression u gave me ho? Well, we were classmates ah, but i only took notice of u when u became the only one in the class to seriously finish one of the assignments given by teacher. hehe..that assignment was so boring that i did not even seriously plan to attempt it, so when i look at ur scrap book, i thought to myself, this lady is foolish and really have a lot of time to do something like this! Hahahaha..but that was also one of the very first times that i talked to you and hear your voice. To begin with, your voice is like a child's! High-pitched like an anime character, just like a 6 yr old girl! Oh my god, hahaha. You still have that trait after so so many years... And so, my first impression of u was, immature and cute.

I guess after that we became friends, but i guess that time was also when the whole class starts to interact. We are basically like a big family i guess. All are adults and know how to operate as one big efficient team. I also remember those times where we go for lunch together, and how u would come to my place and talk, and ask for sweets from me. But i wasn't really much of a talker back then. My life was plain simple and boring, to say the least. Haha.. But the more u talked to me, the more i got attracted to u as u seemed to project a happy-go-lucky characteristic. And then it was our class trip to Fraser's hill, and it was a fun and happy memory. We sat on the bench and talked, and this cat jumped out of nowhere to sit by us.. Too bad we weren't a couple back then, else things would have gotten more romantic.. Hehe..

After the trip, our friendship got much closer, and i would say i feel very comfortable around you. I guess it was a matter of time before i truly fall in love with you. I liked you back then, more than a friend, but still there is a fear of rejection, or losing that precious bond. I shared a lot of memories with you, and knowing that you had been through a lot in life, seeing u show that matured side of yours once in awhile garnered respect from me. But no matter how strong u are deep inside, as a girl who jumps around and laughs at the tiniest joke, u moved my heart. Somehow, behind all that mask and troubles, i see you as someone lonely and needing love. I see u as weak, and i knew u needed someone by your side to protect you. I really wanted that guy to be me. And thus from there, the courage to ask you to be my girl.

Haha, and with that, we are now together for 4 years. Not bad not bad, considering that we are both so far away. Thank you for showing your support for me along the way and continuing to love me, although i am not by your side 24/7. Another 6 months and i would be graduating. I really hope to see you by my side soon. To catch up on all those lost opportunities to experience things together in life, to share laughter and tears, to study together, to finally hold hands on our path that lies ahead. So baby, would u marry me?

*Hugs*

PA block... waiting time to pass

Dear Walle,Trust me, if you were there, I will definitely smell your bodysmell. It smells like the toliet bowl! Hehe. If the person let me smell the stuff of a toilet bowl, I will answer him/her,is my dearest walle.^^

Oh, you mention that you don't like shopping, but how? I love shopping. I planned to go shopping at least three times per week. Obviously, with my big spender characteritics, I will spend a lot. So, dear hubby have to prepare tonnes of cash and credit cards for me to spend. I spend the moment I am sad, but at the same time I will spend a lot as well the moment I am happy. So, no matter under what circumstances, I love to spend. NO NO. I love to buy things, not spending.. hehe. Is there any difference?

Thank you walle for sending me the calculator. I received the book yesterday. But couldn't find enough time to read on it, as I was still busy with doing my uni stuff and students' papers. WEll, for today class, it doesn't go smoothly as what I thought, as I was confused which tutorial group I was supposed to teach today. The only class I haven't summarized on is today class, but luckily I woke up early to tidy up what I wantedto say this morning. Perhaps God do really love me lot, today many of them didn't end up attending my tutorialclass. But this is not my concern with, I am more concern whether students are able to answer the question during exams.

So sorry that recently I was trying to spend a lot of your money, buting books and even presents for me. Walle, I know that you really love me, caused till now needing you suffer from doing and attending a lot ofresearches ( which sacrifice your sleeping time, forcing you to wake up early in the morning) and couldn't enjoyice-cream as well. I know you do enjoy eating ice-cream a lot. Hehe. I remembered that last time working in McDonald,you must eat at least one ice-cream per week. Besides I recalled also that the moment we both went for a Math competition,we both also share ice-cream and you bought an apple pie-- another favorite of yours. In the future, I would make youa lot of mouth-watering food, to satisfy your stomach and let you love me more and more. Hehe. Do you know how to love me more then? hehe... shopping!!

Hehe. Ya i remembered before sleeping soundly yesterday, we were talking on about how you know me. Ya, we didnt say that before in this blog. That was the first time i know what impression you had on me after 4 years being together. HeheI didn't know that I was so childish and foolish in your eyes at the first place. Oh my, sound so pathetic. But, don't worry myWalle I am not angry about that. In fact I am happy to know that. Hehe. I remembered I fall in love with your writing the moment I was distributing the GP paper. This first thing I asked, "Oh my, whose words are those? It is beautiful!" I thought it was a girl handwriting. I didn't know that it was yours. WEll, you seldom write love letter to me even though we were together quite some time, but you wrote to me is either I requested on, or some apologizing letter. How sad it is right? Hehe. I just love your writing.

What did I do today? Nothing much. Because now is just 10.30am, where currently I am in UTAR lab (PA block), letting the time to pass, and waiting zx to finish teaching her class. My class started 8.00 this morning and about 1 hour tutorial, zx went to PD block(which is the place I was working at) and we had our breakfast in canteen. I brought my own cereal and bought a glass of hot water. Oh my, it costs RM0.30 just a glass of plain hot water? haha. I thought RM0.10 is really too much, but now... Better thanI bought a cup of milo there which costs me RM1.00. hehe. As usual, the moment I met zx we had unlimited topics to say on.Meanwhile we were chatting, I realized I couldn't finish up my cereal, as well as zx couldnt finish up her milo. So what we did was,playing paper,sicssors, stones and see who is the loser and finish up others, as well as her own drink. Hehe. I won! So she had to help me to drink mine! The moment we played this, there was a lecturer, suddenly bumped into us, and said we both really good friends, and envy that our friendship maintain even though we both graduated. So, he asked us to introduce ourselves. The moment he knew that zx was from Penang, zx and her kept chatting non-stop. Haha. Well, I am from Subang, so nothing much to say on.

But later time, there was a new girl, named Jocelyn, very outspoken girl came to our table and talked to me. She praised me that Ihad a sweet voice. Hehe. I felt so embarassed at that time. But we both have quite a nice and comprehensive talked in just 5 min time. Thenwe had to rush to PA, where I am located now at the moment as zx had a class at 10am. Haha. she was late for 2 min, I think. So,i just stay at the lab and type you a blog.
I realized I had typed quite long. Hehe. Had to update my own blog now. Loving you my walle!
Eva

No ice-cream today.....

To my baby Eva,

These few days u are so busy until we seldom talked on the phone liao. Sad.... But luckily still got blog blog so know what u are up to everyday. Hehe..sorry this morning when u called me i was still in dreamland, sleeping like a pig. Dreaming about u ma, so dun wanna wake up too early. But tomorro have to wake up early liao, sad....because need to go Uni do paid research. U must be curious as to what this is.. hehe... read on and u'll know o!

Basically today i wake up around 1pm in the afternoon. The morning was too cold, so i chose to hide under the blanket until it got slightly warmer by the afternoon. Even with the sun, it is still colder compared to Malaysia le! Geng le, especially the wind, once it blows, shiver liao. I awoke, took my antibiotics, bath, brushed teeth, eat lunch, basically the usual stuffs. Then around 2.45pm i went to Uni for my 3pm paid research. Basically today's research is regarding the sense of smell. There are 20 bottles, and in the one hour i am in Uni, i have to smell each and every one of the bottles, and tell the researcher what i think the smell is. Among them got vanilla, vinegar, some smelly stuffs, and some strange stuff. Got a few times i hentam only. Like got one bottle the smell a bit bitter, but i dunno what is it wo, so i look at the researcher and said, um, chinese medicine. And then got one smelly thing i say smelly shoes, or durian ice-cream...hentam only! Haha, the reason i do this: Money! Uni pay $15 an hour to do strange activities like this, syiok le! tomorrow i got another half an hour session, and the next week i basically can earn $45 from 3 hours work as a human subject. Haha! But dun worry ya, no activities which hurt the body wan. Its all voluntary participation, with some money as reward lo.

Then after the research i went to the Uni post office and post the calculator. Hehe, i took out the battery and post it separately, so dun worry o if u receive the calculator but not working! Then, i went to shopping centre to wait for my bus to the city lo. Along the way i got curi makan la, buy some chocolate bread. Hehe..bcoz the lunch that i ate today was just breakfast cereals.... So cham, but eat ramen for dinner. Oops, must read on to know about my dinner o! So i walked around the shopping centre, but u know la, i dun quite like shopping, so actually quite lonely also. Walk walk without any direction. Wanted to wait for bus outside, but cannot bcoz too cold ah, so stay inside, at least it is warmer.

When the time comes, i went out and got on the bus. Travelled for 45min b4 reaching the city. I was the latest wan reaching. All my Securities Commission friends reached there early early liao. Luckily, today in the city not so windy, else with my shirt i sure freeze already. Thank u God! So i sat in the warm restaurant with a cup of hot tea. I ordered Kimchi ramen! Not bad not bad, haha..because too hungry liao. Price normal la, not so expensive so still ok, eat once in a while ma... After dinner, everybody went for ice-cream. I was quite full, but thought ice-cream only ma, can la, can force in some to my stomach, until i saw the price. Wah lau, expensive le! Ice-cream only wo, i bought from shopping centre $4 can get 4 litres le! Here, 3 scoops $15 le!! Wah lau, got money also not spend like this le.. Furthermore, i no money le... So i sat there staring at everyone's ice-cream while drinking water, imagining eating the ice-cream. Sob Sob, kasihan ho, hahaha, but no regrets wo! Haha.. $15=RM45 = a lot of things!

Then while everyone enjoying chit-chatting, i excused myself and come home first. hehe, missing my darling ma, and dun want to miss the bus to go home. The bus comes every hour, so luckily i got on just on time. While waiting for the bus bit bit cold, but inside the bus got heater le! Luxury!! Comfort!! And as i sat on the bus looking out the window, without realising i slowly fell asleep......

*Wake up* Huh? Where am i? While looking outside, the bus is not in the city anymore. A closer look, and i realised it is one more stop before my house. Fuhyo, faster press bell and got down in the next stop, right in front of my house. Luckily wake up just in time, else need to wait for bus again. Cold le the night.. And so, i reached home, on the heater, talk to baby, read blog, type blog, and bathed.

Hehe, just finished talking to baby on the phone, and u fall asleep liao. Hehe, talked a lot about how i met u, how u met me, and if i have the time, i think i can write a lot more onto this blog. Hehe, i'll write tomorro, love.

Loving Eva.

sorry for the late blog

Dear Walle,
so sorry that I promised to webcam with you on saturday and sunday. However I couldn't fulfill your wish as I was busy marking students' papers and went out shopping with my mother. Yesterday I had a long conversation with her in the car, the moment we were heading to klang to bought some new pair of clothes. It had been quite awhile we didn't go for shopping after chinese new year. Well, the moment we spend the money, it was really terrible, as if we are just using the tap water. Haha... "flows" quickly. In just a click of eyes, pressing on the calculator, we had to pull out few hundred to pay to the cashier. But my mother didn't buy anything suitable for her attendance on my brother's scholarship ceremony, which would be held tomorrw, Tuesday. So as a result, my parents will be driving down to Singapore. So most likely it will be another busy tomorrow again..

Today I pointed the students' wrong on the board. Kinda fun discussion we had, but also very tiring since I had to deal with quite a number of student with a limited time of 1 hour. Today I didnt really meet zi xing, due to different time slot. But she did had a great time with Looi. Haha.

Walle, I guess I have to start reading English newspaper, as I found that my english is getting poor. Is there anyway to speed improve my english besides reading? Haha.well, my walle did understand that I don't enjoy reading story books, neither in chinese nor other language as well. Hence, I guess, eventually I won't have such patience to read such lenghty story.

Ya one point I almost for get to mention to you. My mother yesterday said something that we both stay together and you cook something for me. Haha. So it means that she will know we are staying together if I go to Australia. But... the only problem now is, will I really able to go to Australia? Surely I will miss my mother and my family. I want them to talk to me everyday, jokes everyday and of course shopping together. I know I am such person that really depends on family a lot. Walle, how should I conquer such feeling? I am scare and happy at the same time when I think I am going to Australia.

I have to stop writing now and continue summarising students' mistake. Later if have time I want to study some on P. Tomorrow I am able to meet zi xing, but am I disturbing both of them. I felt uneasy if I was the lightbulb over there. I love you, my walle. Please drink more water. Ya... my mother just messaged me that the parcel you sent to me arrived. Hehe. I will open it the moment she bring home.

Loving walle forever,
Eva

Hehe

Beloved Eva,

Haha, MC is medical certificate o. If one is sick, one is on medical certificate and thus granted sick leave.

Today i wake up at 3pm Australia time, having exactly 12 hrs of sleep. I awoke with a dry throat, and so i gulped in a few mouthfuls of water, brushed my teeth and cooked lunch. I also cut a pear, took a bunch of grapes and 6 cherry tomatoes to make one big big cup of juice. Not really juice i would say, more like a thick liquid since its just fibre blended together with a little water. By the time i finished lunch, it was almost 4.30pm, and i still felt a little groggy and light-headed, so i went back to sleep at 6pm......

After another 2 hrs of sleep at 8pm, my housemates wake me up for dinner. After the nap, it felt refreshing! I took dinner, and before i went back to my room, i blended a carrot and a pear with milk, and drank it. All this while i can feel my health improving. My throat start to become not that dry, and i start to not feel tired. Tomorro Meng Kit flying to New Zealand, and on Tuesday Ron flying back to Malaysia. So nice le for them.... if can i also want to fly back to Malaysia and see u. Hehe..

To sum it all up, i did not do much today. Just sleep and youtube, listening to songs. I am really a lazy boy. Haha.. Hubby just now went out and look for snack. I cut up a banana and mix it with cereal and milk, yummy! hehe..even though i slept for 14hrs today, i tired liao. Body still very weak. I sleep sleep lo.

Goodnight baby. I love u always. Muax!

Walle..

Just back from celebration

dear walle,
oh my, how can you put banana into refrigerator? I thought there is no need to fridge the banana?

I was just back from a celebration with zi xing and teacher looi, hehe.. You understand what i mean. They bought a small organic strawberry cake. It really taste good! Really love it a lot. A small and cute little cake. The moment they call me to cut the cake, really I felt so cruel to cut such a cute cake. So what I did was to scoop the cake from the bottom and eat together with them. We even played till whose turn to drop the cake, since we are scooping from bottom. Haha. Eventually I and teacher looi lost. So he had to finish up the whole jar for green tea. By the way, he treated us to eat sushi. Haha. But I felt akward over there since I felt that I was a light bulb over there. How nice if you are here, celebrating with me.

Received quite a number of presents, but the one I waiting along was my hubby's present. I know my walle is the sweetest person to me after all. Because you are the only one I love the most.

Today my lecturer forget to pass me the question for the first 3 students that taking the exam earlier, so eventually I was forced to cancelled it and replaced 3 of them next week. At that moment, they were really annoyed, showing uneasy face towards me. But anyway, I was not affected because today is my birthday.

I am currently in UTAR lab, waiting the time to pass, for the second section of life con II exam. I hope this time he can arrive in time since there 200+ students taking the exam. I don't dare to face it if he is not turning up. Obviously, I guess the students will really throw their books towards me. Hehe. I minimized my blog as there are students request on me regarding some tutorial questions. I doubt whether they read what I wrote to you . Oh my, it was really embarassing that I don't even dare to imagine about it, talking bad behind me.

Well, I have to be prepared soon for another 15 min. Thinking what are you doing at the moment, I guess you must busying reading something, maybe some comics or on you-tube, but definitely not from CFA books. Ya.. After invigilating the exam, I have to rush back to my mother's centre to replace one of the teachers over there, as she is on mc today. Actually, what does mc abbreviated as?

Happy Birthday

Dear Baby,

Have to make sure the timing is just right to say................. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! hehe, officially 23 yrs old liao! How i wish i can make ur birthday wish come true by coming back and celebrating it with you. Perhaps a romantic candlelight dinner followed by a nice warm bath before cuddling on the bed watching a love movie. hehe, that would be the birthday night o? In the morning perhaps we can go to a nice romantic french cafe and have some lunch. Yummy! I know of a place in Australia in which i can bring u along. Heard of it but haven't been there. How i hope i could bring u there one fine day. After lunch perhaps a nice walk along the beach, enjoying the breeze.

Haha, today hubby woke up with a slight headache at 12.30pm. After lunch i went out to the Post office, but the lady say need to remove batteries from calculator, which i have yet to do since i cannot find my little screwdriver. Haha, but dun worry shud be somewhere on my table. Then i went to the bank and close my account so that from 3 banks with different monthly fees i now only have one main account. Then i went and buy lots of fruits and vegetables, and also bought fruit juice, since i realise that these few days eat too much meat liao, very unhealthy.

By the time i reached home almost 5pm liao, then we talk talk outside my house o. U sound happier today since u dun need to teach ah. hehe.. I went home got changed and went for badminton with Jerome until 7pm, then walk to shopping centre have dinner with him. Tomorrow his gf coming to Sydney so i dun have to bring him around liao. Let them have their little honeymoon. After walking him to the train station, i walked back to the shopping centre just in time to catch my bus home. So lucky. This bus stops directly in front of my house le, but only come every hour, so on the way i say thank u God for letting me arrive home safely in such a cold weather.

I did nothing much whole day really, since i start to feel unwell. I believe that with enough water and enough rest i will get well soon. Tomorrow I want to sleep whole day..Hahahaha... I know u will be very busy on your birthday, so u have to take good care of yourself o! Then Saturday we can webcam webcam o! Yeahhhhh! Haha, guess what i am doing now. Eating grapes! Now in the fridge i got pear, grapes and banana. Healthy le. Haha.. i also bought kailan to cook la. I wonder if i cut it and blend juice with my fruits nice or not le. Imagine: Kailan, carrot, grapes, pear, banana! Wahahahaha.... Does not sound tasty ho..

Ok la, waiting for the time to become 12am in ur place and also waiting for ur call. So cannot publish this blog first lo. Wait wait awhile more. Hehe..

Loving u always,
Walle

Currently in my mother's tuition centre

I am currently in my mother's tuition centre, using my mother's computer to type a blog to you. Thanks for writing to me. Reading your blog let me happy and warmth. I miss your writing, but the most important thing is I miss you a lot.

Hehe. Thank you hubby for sending the calculator and presents to me. I can imagine the cute little pink eraser. Oh my, do you know what is my birthday wish? I want to be with you and celebrate with me. I know that this may not happen this year, but I hope that in the following year, I am able to celebrate with the one I love the most.

Trying to call you the whole morning, but you didn't able to pick up. I guess you are really sick, making me really worry about you. Hubby, must faster get well o..

Hehe.. Sorry I have to continue writing now after some time, because my mother need the seat. I am at home currently,doing hair treatment and just msn with you .. Knowing that you are sleeping soundly, but don't worry I will wake you up after 40 min. I guess by the time, I need to rinse my hair. My hair kinda dry these few days without proper care, so have to take care more. Hehe.

Today I bought a small honey dew, shared with eunice. Hehe. We both enjoying eating the dew. Ever since last week, I bought a papaya and cut it into half and share among ourselves. It had been quite a norm ever since that day. So every afternoon, we share fruits together. So coincidence that we both love the same kinds of fruits, such as water chestnuts, dew, papaya, watermelon, kiwi and mengkuang, and at the same time we both hates eating laici, duku, langsat, rambutan... So happy that we both are really match in this area, as seldom of them have the same interest as me. As a result, we both take turns to buy different fruits almost everyday, except for monday and tues, since I was kinda late from school and I was unwell due to itchiness and still on medication.

After eating our fruits, then I started to chit chat with my mother. Hehe. My mother recently has a new hair cut, kinda nice, makes her feel more younger than last time. I am happy that these few days she has much more appetite and much more happier. If can, I really hope that her painness and transfer to me, I willing to bear her suffer. At least I am much more happy in such way.

Tell you one secret, one of my best friend (anoymonous) starts to fall for someone even though she has another one. I guess is the early stage, and she is confused. Haiz... I am glad that we both eventually have gone through so many things, and much more stable as compared to last time. But whether it will last or not, it still remains as question mark. Hubby, will you work hard with me and stay on with me together forever?

I have to rinse my hair already. Let you sleep longer o . Love you !

Eva

Hang on, Eva!

Dearest Eva,

How nice it is to blog with you everyday! Nowadays my baby sore throat, so i think writing blog to u would be great! We can keep all the record here, and also know each other's daily life. Even though we are far away, but i believe we can always be by each other's side. I love you, baby!

Its already nearing the end of the week and obviously nearing ur birthday. Oh my, that means u are one year older and perhaps gained one year of precious life experience worth remembering. Hehe, hang on there ya baby! Once weekend arrives, my darling can have some rest, can leave aside all those stressful classes and tutorials, all the naughty students and noise, and just enjoy the wind at the back of your garden, catch up on your sleep.

Today i awoke quite late around noon, and Andy came and drove all of us for dim-sum lunch since Jin is flying back today. In a blink of an eye, it had been a week since i finished my exam and Jin arrived. I woke up, brushed teeth, changed and went to Eastwood, then took a bus to another place called Chatswood to look for ur birthday present while Andy and Thomas drove Jin to the airport. How i wish i got a car, but its not cheap...we have to pay $1500 in tax and insurance per year just to have a car, not including petrol costs and maintenance costs etc. Hehe, but if my Eva enrols here in Australia, a car is necessary for shopping and travelling! Our mini honeymoon everyday.

I walked around in Chatswood with both phones low on battery, then later took a train back to Uni to do grocery shopping and buy a wok. My house's wok is already damaged from burnt mark and scratches, so need to get a new one. Since i was a little tired from all the travelling, i just cook steamed fish and stir fry vegetables. Then after dinner i had a little nap, but i awoke a bit dizzy. Haha, if at that moment u were to ask me IQ questions, i sure cannot answer u!

Life is so busy suddenly. After Jin went back, Jerome from Melbourne coming tomorrow. At first i am supposed to bring him around, but too much money is spent liao and it is very dangerous with swine flu, so i just bring him to Uni play badminton tomorro and have dinner at my house. Originally promised him to bring him to the ramen place, but too far la, so ho, tomorro we will eat my special home-cooked dinner! Hm, i wonder what to cook ya. Maybe some lamb soup since its so cold, and some healthy steamed vegetables. Then on friday his gf will arrive, then they both can have their private honeymoon, and i can start on CFA liao.

Of course i won't forget my baby's calculator and redken tomorrow o! Hehe...first thing to do in the morning is to post the parcel, go grocery shopping, then nothing much to do liao, except play badminton in the late evening. Baby hang on ya, very fast can rest liao. Drink water o. Wait a few more days won't itchy liao ya. hehe..Saturday night u promised me to webcam ah...cannot break promise o! Waiting for u......

Hehe, i need to sleep liao. Goodnight baby! See u in dreams. *Hugzzzzzzzzz*

Thank you my lovely husband

Sorry for this morning again, I forget to reset my phone into general mode, making you kept on calling me non-stop. I managed to wake up, but after 5 min late, however I was lucky that today did not have heavy traffic jam and I was able to find a near parking.

Oh my god, today continuous teaching for 3 hours, but repeating the same questions and answers(I can even recall what are the exact answers even though there are a lot of decimal points) build up some confidence. Usually the repeated class I can handle quite ok, but definitely not the first class, which is held on monday. I guess I was still new to those questions, and therefore, even though students asking me those question, sometime I may use quite some time to figure them out.

After teaching, I went to Dr Yong class attending loss model for the preparation on exam C. I guess I had been lagging quite behind on C ever since I start teaching in uni, many things are needed to be prepared well, and I need to pick up my knowledge from past. It was really not an easy task as I thought, but anyway, I will try my best.

I thought my breakfast in 11 o'clock, sitting alone in the canteen making me feel uneasy, as all the while with the companion of zx. However we are unable to meet up today due to clashing between our tutoring period. But the moment I almost finishing up my noodle, I met Hui Shing, another classmate of mine, who is currently also tutoring the junior. Eventually we ate together and gossiped on those proud and unrespectful students. I remember when I was a student, I did gossiped on lecturers as well, but not as frequent as my close friends, but now using a different status, we complained about students, who are kinda annoyed,especially with their proud sight and their attitudes that not completing their tutorials. So the only thing I can do was, keep bombing them with lots of questions, letting them to answer me. I doubt the students over there too may hate me as well. wahaha..But i don't really care about them anymore. As long as I try my best to project my knowledge, despite that there are limitations, but I will continue trying my best.

Finally thrown up what I wanted to share with you today. Hubby, thank you for remembering my birthday, and even spend so much of money on me. I really appreciate that a lot a lot. Even if I seldom talk to you these few days, but my love towards you accelerate. I know that you may find it lonely, but please bear with me another 2 more days. I will talk to you and webcam with you this coming saturday night, will you wait for me? I love you my darling

PS. Please wear your mask along if you are going out ya. I want to be with you forever. I will keep on writing to you as much as possible so that you will not feel alone. I love you dear...

Eva