Recalling Part 1

To my beloved Eva,

My place is now 3am, and gosh, i have only one word to say: "Fuh....." Jerris was here and he stayed here since 9pm, talking non-stop. At first, chit-chatting over dinner is fun, as friends are there for company and socializing makes life not so lonely. But as time goes on, my head just start to spin and he never seemed to stop, a bit annoying i would say. Haha..Really non-stop like a radio. Fuh, thank God finally some peace and quiet. They say if u listen to loud voice for more than 8 hrs u will go deaf, thank God its only 6 hrs. Else, i think i would really become crazy.......

Today hubby go for research, but baby already know through talking over the phone to u o. 10min work to earn $15! If i can find a job which consistently pays such rates, how much would i earm per year? Let me count ya.. Means one hour $$90. Assuming i work 8 hrs per day, only RM560,000 per year after conversion le. Still cannot fight Bill Gates. Oh well...At least enough to cover your shopping spree! Or is it not enough? Hmm... Hehe..=P

Yesterday we talked about how i first met u, and the impression u gave me ho? Well, we were classmates ah, but i only took notice of u when u became the only one in the class to seriously finish one of the assignments given by teacher. hehe..that assignment was so boring that i did not even seriously plan to attempt it, so when i look at ur scrap book, i thought to myself, this lady is foolish and really have a lot of time to do something like this! Hahahaha..but that was also one of the very first times that i talked to you and hear your voice. To begin with, your voice is like a child's! High-pitched like an anime character, just like a 6 yr old girl! Oh my god, hahaha. You still have that trait after so so many years... And so, my first impression of u was, immature and cute.

I guess after that we became friends, but i guess that time was also when the whole class starts to interact. We are basically like a big family i guess. All are adults and know how to operate as one big efficient team. I also remember those times where we go for lunch together, and how u would come to my place and talk, and ask for sweets from me. But i wasn't really much of a talker back then. My life was plain simple and boring, to say the least. Haha.. But the more u talked to me, the more i got attracted to u as u seemed to project a happy-go-lucky characteristic. And then it was our class trip to Fraser's hill, and it was a fun and happy memory. We sat on the bench and talked, and this cat jumped out of nowhere to sit by us.. Too bad we weren't a couple back then, else things would have gotten more romantic.. Hehe..

After the trip, our friendship got much closer, and i would say i feel very comfortable around you. I guess it was a matter of time before i truly fall in love with you. I liked you back then, more than a friend, but still there is a fear of rejection, or losing that precious bond. I shared a lot of memories with you, and knowing that you had been through a lot in life, seeing u show that matured side of yours once in awhile garnered respect from me. But no matter how strong u are deep inside, as a girl who jumps around and laughs at the tiniest joke, u moved my heart. Somehow, behind all that mask and troubles, i see you as someone lonely and needing love. I see u as weak, and i knew u needed someone by your side to protect you. I really wanted that guy to be me. And thus from there, the courage to ask you to be my girl.

Haha, and with that, we are now together for 4 years. Not bad not bad, considering that we are both so far away. Thank you for showing your support for me along the way and continuing to love me, although i am not by your side 24/7. Another 6 months and i would be graduating. I really hope to see you by my side soon. To catch up on all those lost opportunities to experience things together in life, to share laughter and tears, to study together, to finally hold hands on our path that lies ahead. So baby, would u marry me?

*Hugs*