Back from Sydney

Knowing that you would not view this website anymore,
however I would continue writing here.
Who knows that one day if I ended my life early,
I wish that you still have here,
many messages waiting for you.

Thank you hubby for accompanied me to Sydney to take my external paper.
And sorry as well that I may disappoint you once more.
I hope to upload some of our pictures,
to leave more memories here, just between both of us.



Hehe. the moment we were on the bus. Do you know that I was really excited for out first " honeymoon", though is not official. Hehe. Somehow hubby look a bit like 老夫子 in this picture. Hubby, I really love you a lot.












We bathed together here, remember? I remembered you hurt your hand, and I help you to wash your body. Next time don't ever jump to the bed. It hurts your hand, but it hurts my heart.










Fully furnished. I really hope that one day we had a small apartment as such. It is alright that we don't own a big bungalow or big house, as long as our house was fully decorated and well furnished. Because I enjoy to cook with you, the moment I have time just to stick to you.








Our lovely kitchen. We cooked the noodle you bought together over here. Haha, I recalled that the first time I used the inductor stove, haha, and I split the water everywhere. It was really embarrassing. I am sorry my lovely, after all I think I am not a good wife.









Our bed. Remember our first night. I was supposed to have exam, however you made me so tired that night. I was so so so tired. Hehe. I cried for the second night. Sorry, I know that I shouldn't do so. I know that you feel sad and no longer in mood. I was too scared of losing you.










Do you know that today I was molested by a guy? I was really sad, because you didn't turn around the moment I called you. I don't know what to do. I was terrified. I thought that you no longer love me, after the night. Hubby, I really love you a lot. I remembered last time you used to hold my hand whenever you go, however recently, you seldom to do so. I wanted to walk as fast as your footstep today, however, I was in pain. I don't know how to voice out, but to bear the pain. I really love you a lot a lot. Hubby, I do not know how long I could able to continue living, I wish my image and everything about me will stay forever in your heart. I love you dear