Sydney 2

These are the pictures we took in Sydney.. hubby, I love you a lot:
Haha. you know what, you are sitting right beside me while I am typing my blog. Haha.. seems really funny right??




Do you know that I enjoyed seeing your serious look. I remembered the first time I asked you chemistry question, you are so serious in your reading, and it seems totally ignored me... Haha. I guess at that time you are really concentrate in your work. Perhaps that time you are not interested in me as well. Or maybe just as you said, I was the one court you instead.






Cute puppy right? I remember one Saturday, while we passed by a pet shop in Canberra, you told me that you would buy me a dog when you first received your salary. What dog will you buy for me?










Hehe. I thought of buying you something hot to eat, but somehow it turned out to be a cold dessert. I hoped you enjoy your dorayaki. I wanted to eat the black sesame tauhufa actually. But I know that you are full and don't really want to eat with me.

Somehow I didn't managed to take picture with you in the sushi roll. Haha. Hubby really a small eater, I wish you can eat as much as possible, because one fine day, if my stomach is getting better, I wanted to eat everywhere with you, especially in Japan. The red bean paste of the mochi in the Sushi restaurant still lingering in my head. I love it a lot! haha. However it was too costly. In fact I know that because of my exam, you had been spending a lot of money. I am sorry my beloved.
We ate in the sushi shop continuous two days. I know that you were a bit sick of it, but because of me, you still brought me there for lunch. I am sorry hubby. That is why, I willing to cook you dinner, to save you more cost. After sushi, I hungered for sweet drink, and you brought me to buy soya and there, we bought the green mochi. I remembered the every single details we had in the Sydney. I really appreciate these memories we owned. I do not know how much you appreciate it, but at least I really do keep all these deep in heart.

After eating mochi, I entered for my exam. During the first question appeared in the screen. I was really shocked... I never encountered such question before. Despite I tried so hard studying for the past 2 months, it seems that I am not good enough. Do you think that I really suitable studying actuarial science? All the while I thought that I would be able to help you in your career one fine day. However, it seems that my limited capability, I don't think I could able to help you, but you lend me your hand instead. I am sorry hubby for troubling you all this while.

In the middle of the exam, I almost gave up, as the moment I saw more and more questions that I do not know how to do. Haha. My hands were shacking, and heart was pounding non-stop. I was really scare. I guess I will fail this time again. Are you disappointed? I am sorry, really very sorry.

The moment I finished my exam, I saw you sitting outside patiently, waiting for me. I was touched at that moment. I really want to give you a big hug at that moment, but with the receptionist over there, I was embarrassed to do so. At last, I put down my hand, but handed you a mint chewy sweet instead.

We were back to the hotel then. You tried to cheer me up, and make me happy, but seriously I was in great depression. I strongly believed that I would failed again this time. I really tried my very best. Perhaps I have to work much more harder only God let me to pass through all this.

What had you been doing and thinking for the past 3 and the half hour, the moment I was taking the exam? I really hope to do know your everything. However I realized that you seldom talk to me, not as often as you treat your friend, in fact more chatting with flora as well. I really love to hear what you say, happy or sad also, I wished to be there for you, everything and anything.

We walked for 2 hours. Nothing much to buy, but I enjoyed walking with you along the road, holding your hands tight. We passed through some shops, which I wished to go in actually. But I know that you seems to have some destinations want to go, hence I just followed you around. As long as I am able to be with you , I was happy enough.

I bought you the shark fin soup, hehe, which apparently you refused and doubt that was the fins were real. Haha. I just bought you because I know that you loved to eat. You had been told me that you wanted to become a rich person and everyday able to eat fins soup and abalone. I am sorry I am not affordable at this moment.

We backed to the hotel again, cooked you some noodles and had a tv show, about a man who trained to become a great kung fu fighter with some weird teacher. I know you enjoyed the movie a lot. I cooked the noodle for you, and hope you are able to enjoy the tv programme. I would do anything just for you, because I truly love you a lot.

We wanted to go for a fortune, to see our future. However it was really expensive. haha. I didn't expect such a high cost. However, eventually I pacify myself that if the person was really true, why dint she had been a great successful person, which she can used her skills and knowledge to enhance her poverty, but not just have a small corner shop lot and earn a small living. Well, I believe that if I would be able to work hard, somehow I hope that I can have a better future, and able to achieve our dream -- to go to Africa and other poor countries to help those kids who need help.

Hubby, do you know that what I love you the most? I love you because you had been pampered me all the while. Besides I know that you are a family caring person. The moment I was studying exam C, suddenly you were on the bed and told me that wishing to have a house for our parents, your family and my family ,to have a pleasure and comfortable livings. I love one of your advantages over here. You are such a caring person, even though sometime you didn's speak out, and do not know how to express it. I hope that you will do what you had say. I hope that one fine day, our parents will live comfortable, but not just us alone to enjoy all these. What we had now today, all are presented by our parents. I love you .

Have to stop here else I would not be able to finish talking to you. I love you a lot my walle.

Eva