Goodnight Eva

Dear Baby Eva,

Please stop crying ya.. I love you a lot. Whatever happens in your family, no matter how sad it is, i want u to know that u still have me by your side. I want you to wake up every morning not clouded with sadness, but glad that you are still healthy and have friends and family members by your side. Do not be sadden by the family's weakness, but be happy of the strength of what your family can do o. I know you are a tough girl. Eva, i really love you too.

Hubby think of you everyday in Australia o! At times i might be a little busy, and sometimes lazy, but i only dream of you and wanting you. Today when i hear you cry over the phone i know that you needed me, and i was heartbroken to see u like that as well. How i wish i could be by your side at that very moment and hug u tight, just stroking your hair and wiping your tears away. Somehow i just want to kiss you and let you know that i love you. I'll hug you all night until you fall asleep in my arms. I'll be there to protect u and i want u to sleep, knowing that i am there by your side. Hehe..i think mama will kill me if she reads what i want to say next, but at that moment i just want to make sweet love to you. Hehe.. Over and over until you are so tired, so relaxed and feel so loved by me. I want to help you forget all your sadness.

Baby, today hubby did not do much of anything. I think because this week i am sick so i just sleep a lot. Hehe, it might also be an excuse o. But nowadays i wake up when the sky is starting to get dark. Even i think that it is a waste of time. Perhaps i should practice waking up early, but without you here, i am such a lazy boy without discipline. Hehe, maybe if you are here, i'll wake up early so I can give you a morning kiss. Nonetheless, today i did find time to go to the gym for badminton. I was lucky today, the gym cashier did not charge me any money. Normally it costs me $3 for a game but i guess the lady today is new to the system. Haha..

I don't think we can do PhD without doing Masters in Australia o. Doing a PhD is good, but i don't think our profession requires a PhD unless you want to be a lecturer in our field o. The 4 years that you spend studying and doing research can be done on other things. Unless you are doing a PhD in a relevant field such as economics and finance, maybe on a new theory on stock price movement or something the world has never seen before, i dun think that we should do PhD.

Nowadays i found out that there is such a thing as a worldwide SIM card, and if i ever go to London or anywhere else, i will order tat card online o. Then i can call u using Pennytel no matter which part of the world i am in. So baby don't worry that we won't be in contact o. This time i am determined to make it right!

Baby, goodnight liao o. I will see you in dreams. Hehe, nowadays every night i dream about you le. Serious wan. Every single night. Maybe i miss you too much liao. Hehe..Muax Muax..

Night night.