I only love you Eva

To my dearest,

These few days hubby made you feel insecure, I am so sorry. If only a hug can tell u that i love you 10,000 times, 1,000,000 times, i would hug you forever. If only a kiss can tell u that i love you and only you, i would kiss you forever. Do u realize that i really really love you? I wanna marry you and spend my entire life with you, and i don't ever want you to regret staying together with me. Baby, i am sorry that i am so far away from you right now in Australia, that i am not by your side every moment. All i can say is, my heart has always been by you, for you, and my mind has you every single moment. I love you.

I recall my promise to you when we were still in high school. I once told you, that i would want to protect and zao sai baby. Only towards my baby that i would laugh and cry, for you are my everything. I really want you to not be so insecure and lose faith on hubby, because all i ever need, and all i ever have is you. Hehe, why are you so shy in the webcam o? You look fabulous! Hoho, ever since you posted your baby photos which is so chubby and cute, you think that i won't love you as much already o? Impossible! I want to know everything about you. When i was young, i was also as fat as that le. And then i grew and grew, and became skinnier and skinnier until eventually i became like a stick. Only lately, i started to grow fat. Baby don't worry o, next time with the nutritious soup that you boil for me everyday, i know i will be super fat liao. Become your teddy bear. Hehe..

Today i went to University to study CFA. Somehow i feel like, maybe for once i should not be so lazy, as i want a bright future with you, and i dun want your papa to look down on me. I guess this summer when i am back he will ask me a lot of questions already. Haha, bit bit stressed. Then tomorrow Thomas, Jerris, Kenny want to appeal their exam grades. I guess i will follow them to Uni early early morning kua. No harm trying to appeal for the paper that i have credit i guess. After all, my class tests almost got full marks le. Hehe..pakai hentam only, nothing to lose o. This time my grades although not perfect, but its really above my expectation le. But my friends this semester very cham, especially Thomas and Jerris. Both did not go find girl girl liao, nowadays working very very hard. I will do CFA again in Uni, and this time, i wanna study a lot a lot! Oh my, now only i realise i got a lot a lot of vitamin pills. One pink, one black, one white and one yellow. I got Vitamin C, Gingko, Multi-vitamin, and Vitamin B-12. Haha..

My baby must be sleeping every so gently right now. I hope you dream about me as frequent as i dream about you. Do you know ever since after exam i dream about you every single night? Sometimes its about us walking along the beach, sometimes its dancing in a hall full of ppl, sometimes its about choosing the right food for dinner in a restaurant, and sometimes strange things like you becoming a bird and flying away from me and i have to catch u, or u hiding behind doors in a wall. At times its us naughty naughty. Hehe..strange only once i dream about doggy-style le, most of the time its either you on top, or me on top. Basically, can see your face wan. hehe..I love you.

Baby, next time if you wake up in the middle of the night, i want you to call me, can? Nowadays i sleep very late, so i can accompany you o. I know you are tired because sometimes you have nightmares o. Share everything with hubby, can? You are my other half, and i need you to be happy. If you are sad, i am also sad wan o. Oh my baby, my eyes are dropping liao. so so tired. Going to dreamland soon. Night night baby.

I love you, Eva.