Another 3 weeks to australia

It had been quite sometime I didnt write anything here,
At this critical point, my heart feels empty,
I really miss Walle a lot.

For the past 1 month,
you had been accompanied, staying beside me all the time,
Of course with those unavoidable arguments,
it makes me feel that I really cannot lose you.
I know that at this moment I am emotional,
I wanted to have a good future together with you.
However ever since I failed my exam C,
I truly feel that I am not clever and intelligent enough.
I want to work hard for future,
not just mine, but ours.
However I am vex.
I am afraid because of my stupidity,
and because of your laziness,
we may face a very difficult in future,
our dreams to go around the world will never come true.

Dear walle,
can you please work hard together with me?
I really want to have a good future with you.

Love you
Eva